Run postponed

I was planning on starting week 3 today, but that's not going to happen. It's 47 degrees outside and raining. And I didn't have a good lunch. I"m hungry and all, but nothing sounds good to me. It's kind of miserable, really. But today was a better day than yesterday and hopefully that'll be the way things go from now on. I added on the second medication with what I'm already using hoping it helps mellow me out. Considering I had an anxiety attack...it's not doing its job yet. But gotta give it time. Time, that's what I need...to grow and rediscover myself. And one day I will grow into a beautiful butterfly :)